My mom got me this really nice journal...okay call it a diary if you want to and I promise you will get a knuckle sammich! Anyway the front of it says " PAY ATTENTION TO YOUR DREAMS- THEY MAY CONTAIN INSTINCTIVE WARNINGS OR AN URGENT MESSAGE FROM YOUR HEART OF HEARTS. SOMETIMES, A DREAM CAN BE A COMPASS TO GUIDE YOU FROM YOUR TRUEST SELF" and the inside she wrote to me "BRITTANY MAY ALL YOUR DREAMS TURN INTO REALITY LOVE MOM". I was already crying in my room because I found out some disturbing news, but this made me cry even more..but it was a positive cry. Like my mom really cares about me....she has seen me depressed and not inspired by any type of motivational speeches, but I need to make a promise to her and myself, that I will get better. I hate feeling sad all the time, so what I will do with this journal she got me is just write my thoughts. Keep being confident, cry less, and grow from this storm. I have to keep rising and keep living and keep loving. I am gonna write every experience in this journal especially when I go back to school. There is so much on my mind...and I can write it in here....I only hope nobody invades my mind and reads my journal. So people, if you are constantly sad and feel like there will be no light, turn to your mom or dad or anyone you trust, get a journal, and take their hand and ask for help. Ask them to help you through your storm. Because I let my problems build up in me...I bottle my feelings up and I am about to crack. I don't want to see anyone crack under pressure. I don't tell anyone how I feel because I know they will get mad at me. I know they will think I am selfish...I guess sometimes I am. Anyway, I am writing this to say girls and guys...don't bottle up your feelings if you are depressed or always sad. Talk...write...scream...make a video about it, and use it as a lesson for the next person. Don't break under pressure.....don't be afraid to have a voice. I am....I was...but now...I will speak up. If you cant talk to anyone you confide in, email me...I will listen. I have my own problems, but I am never too busy to give my advice. PEACE AND LOVE.
I was to scared to even write how I feel! But reading your posting may me think about giving it a try again! Motivation and encouragement from my niece! I thought It was suppose to be the other way around! I Love you britt! Keep writing because I read all of them!
ReplyDelete:-) AWWWWWWW thank you. I just write whatever comes to my mind. I guess it is true when they say most ppl feel comfortable telling a stranger how they feel. This is like another form of venting lol so i love u and i hope u can write how u feel :-)
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